Scattered thought

new years resolution.

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 16:12:19 GMT

first and for most i wanna stop smoking. anything. and plus there's gonna be a lil one on the way. gotta be a good role model. =) don't worry it's not mines. haha.

get fit. i think that will happen since me and my roommate are gonna motivate each other. 24 hour fitness here we come.

get my creative juices flowing. start on my mixtape that i said i was gonna work on years ago. any suggestions on songs i should put in? start writing again. i've been out of the loop from writing so long. learn to paint, any type whether it be graf or acrylics.

and i think that's about it. well maybe find love this year? ahhhhhhh who knows. but yea 06 i feel like i'mma accomplish a lot. watch out now.

random....

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 15:21:39 GMT

man this last year for me has been a roller coaster. with ups and downs. grew a lot this year. djing is fun. i want my mahfucking gizzards!!! mmmm.... bbq snack. not being mobile sucks ass. kent is ghetto. i was the home depot, now i'm the man in stripes slanging shoes. love life is eh. don't really have one, but it all good single life is alright. i guess. starting my shoes collection again. i love the smell of fresh laundry. moving back to seattle is wonderful. now where's all my old homies at? i wanna reconnect with y'alls. but yea... that's enough rambling. easy

TODAY...

Wed, 18 May 2005 19:13:10 GMT

I need a new job. home depot is koo and all. but i need another job that is more flexible around my scheduling. but yea... anybody that can help?

in other news:
i need to find a new place to live and some better roommates. need some one that motivates me. i feel like a slug living with these folks. my lease is over in november its a bit aways. but yea i'm accepting applications.

welps... every one have a day!

it's been a bit....

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 13:01:31 GMT

trying to write something new. haven't wrote a piece for awhile. but this is what i got so far. don't quite make sense. here it goes.

I use to dream dreams
On a rhyme scheme
My thought patterns is circular
So that kept it constant
But now I sit here
Fists clenched tight, wishing on stars
So that, that day won't come
Where my life will be spinnin
A low tumble
Making things dry but with a scent of everything is gonna be alright
But never thought that losing my loved ones
Would ever make me feel this way
But I just gotta keep my hands dirty
Work harder, to get through it
Never to forget about my past
But work on my future
Even though it might be a lonely one for awhile...

but yea thats what i got so far. i dunno where i'm goin with it. but yea... just decided to share.

But yet again this weekend was koo. did a whole lot of nathan. went to the clubs on friday. had fun. but that fun would soon end when i was soon to find out that my car got towed. gosh darnit. mahfuckin tbt towing. never again will i park in that spot again. or ever goin to premier again. but yea that kinda wreck the night. damn 325 dollar towing fee. fuck that shit. saturday chill at the homies amy and isais place like always. ain't nathan new. girls are confusing. i'mma stop trying to figure them out. haha. ok maybe not, but i'mma take a lil break. sunday, watched my raiders get done in the booty by the freakin texans. damn oakland, i know y'alls better than that. hopefully i do well this week on my fantasy league. 3-0 in one of the leagues. lets make it 4-0 this week. man it has been a bit since i really drank some alcohol. but i have been smoking up a storm. i needa quit that shit. but its gonna be a long process. got a lot of hours this week at work at the old navy. so that'll be good for the pockets. puttin a lil weight in them. well not really because these damn credit cards. credit cards are the devil. i owe them hella. needa hurry up and get rid of that. i needa save money haven't been doin that well. haven't been record shopping. haven't been a lot of things. well enough with the rambles.

..........

Thu, 06 May 2004 17:49:20 GMT

seattle weather is wonderful when its sunny. man... its been awhile since i've updated. shiet so whats been goin on with me? well... noffin much really just going to school, working at the slaveship and practicing on my dj'n. thats about it. trying to kick here and there. thinking aobut travelin this summer. but i needa make some bank roll first. school is starting to suck. i don't like school for the moment. it's tiring. so is work. i swear if they don't give me a raise im outta there. don't know where i'm gonna go after that but im gonna do something else. dj'n is coming along my collection is growing. can some of y'all help me out with some freestyle music i wanna build on that collection. my mixtape is in the works. i'm thinkin about doing the guitar center battle but i dunno tho. we'll see.... but yea tonite if y'alls is of age swoop thru and check me out.

but yea.... life is koo for me. parents are koo. everything is koo. and yea.... i love sun!!!!!

I'm SO excited.....

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 01:20:44 GMT

hey waddup y'alls haven't updated for a bit but i got some exciting news. hahah. i finally got my fisher price turntable fixed. YAY!!!!!

I AM SO HAPPY......

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 00:26:16 GMT

what the hell dood first time going to the goodwill at southcenter. and for some reason found some dope ass records for 69 cents each and 45s for .49 cents. enjoy

12"/LPs
fugees - fu-gee-la
midnight star - no parking on the dance floor (lp)
earth, wind, & fire - i am (lp)
groove theory - tell me (remix)
warren g - this dj
shaggy - boombastic
soul for real - candy rain
brotherhood creed - helluva
the b-52's - love shack
the temptations - sky's the limit (lp)
toto - IV (lp)
shabba ranks - mr. loverman
hall & oates - hall & oates the silver cover (lp)
billy ocean - love zone (lp)
r kelly - body's callin'
sade - diamond life (lp)
madonna - you can dance (lp)
levert - casanova
pebbles - girlfriend
anthology of bread (lp)
aaliyah - if your girl only knew

45s
alantic starr - always
the jets - you got it all
new kids on the block - i'll be loving you
alantic starr - secret lovers

pick up some cds......

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 16:41:46 GMT

this cd is HOTT!!!!!!!!!!

and also i got this album

She is lovely!!!!!!

happy valentines day... erday the 14th (at least last night)

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 10:26:25 GMT

man just home...... was pretty good valentines even tho i didnt have a valentine. oh well.... pretty much today i chilled at home for a bit. then hit up the local goodwill to see if i could pick up anything. got some good stuff i got three albums of the police and an air supply album. then after that met up with gabe to go get some alcohol. and went to the record store again and picked up the the other surface album, seals and crofts, and steely dan. some more good come ups. MAN........ I'M A DIGAHOLIC. after that hit up studio b cuz the homie was working there got in fo fwee. so couldn't say anything about that. free is always a plus. got my groove on there and then later hit up aristos. it was pretty koo there. i met up with joe and his cousin joe. it was pretty kackin at least i made it kackin for myself. stepped with this cute half japanese and half white. at least i think. that was fun. some dood yak by the speakers nasty mofo. yea..... twista's album is hott. and that j-kwon man...... all i can say is "erbody in the club get tipsy". geebus grice. had a pretty fun day. dancing, drinkin and yea... well imma hit the sack and call it a night. peas and carrots y'alls. they good for you. have a wonderful night.

when i wake up in the morning light.......

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 16:19:14 GMT

man i love that song. freakin bill withers, i can wake up to that song any day. beautiful sunrise this morning can see the sun peakin over the clouds. the smell of fresh cool seattle breeze feels good. except when you hit the school library and get introduce you to some funk. damn that funk set at the grammy's was hott. ilikeit. george, earth wind and fire, and outkast and the other guy. (sorry other guy) hahahah. but yea...... freaking valentines is this weekend man...... wonder who will be my valentine. hopefully no one has asked her. but its always worth a try. like aaliyah said "and if at first you don't succeed, dust yourself off and try again." man that was a cut too. man i need some lotion. ashy than a mother. but oh well.... but yea.... PHO KING RECORDS coming soon. you'll hear about my record store. hahhahhahhhahhhahhhahhhahaha. alright y'alls thanks for reading. peas and carrots.

spark of inspiration.......

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 16:55:04 GMT

I GOT IT!!!!! i know what my record store's name is gonna be. It's gonna be called PHO KING RECORDS. isn't that some funny shiet. hahah. and in my particular records i will be selling pho and records. a place where you can clear your sinuses by eating pho and stimulate your mind by listening to some cuts. man........... i'm gonna do it. have my own business. thats what i wanna do. oh yea also i will have a lil studio in my store. so folks i know can record their stuff. yea..... one of my dreams..... hopefully it will come true too. so yea thats what i have been thinking about it. thanks for listening to my thoughts. have a day! :)

great pick ups.....

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 07:54:13 GMT

this weekend, at least friday and saturday, i've picked up some great records for a buck from goodwill and other places. here's what i got:

pink floyd - dark side of the moon
commodores
hall & oates - private eyes
roberta flack - killing me softly
stevie wonder - hotter than july
roger - unlimited
billy joel - 52nd Street
the korgis
expose - exposure
surface
earth, wind and fire - all 'n all
bob james - touchdown
bob james - lucky seven
bob james - sign of the times
bob james - "H"

i am very happy with my come ups. my collection is growing. yay. i hella wanna open up a record store. that would be hot to def. i probably will too. hahah. but yea..... great stuff.

Another case...

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 18:44:33 GMT

as yesterday of the case of the crazy person talking about stoopid stuff. today it happened again but this guy was even more ridiculus talking about something crazy about his kids not knowing how to tie their shoes and putting them on the wrong foot. and he was gonna boot them like a field goal and talking about my current school and shiet. and this guy was in purple, he was wearing an old 93 huskies rose bowl sweater. i dunno i see some interesting stuff on the bus now. it ain't the same. it's gotten weird.

WHOA...................EZ...

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 07:17:01 GMT

I had a fun day today. heres how im gonna start it off, with a piece i was rambling about while on the bus to seattle from the westside.

blue skies breaks thru dark clouds
now i can see the horizon
and in her eyes son
i can see you
her mother earth
and me father sun
you were built from the strong elements
and this ain't just a metphor
because i met her before
when the stars collided
creating supernovas
and calculated cosmic coordinates
that men are from mars
and women are from venus......

i dunno that's all i got so far.

but yea had a youthspeaks meeting today. short and sweet. REMINDER youthspeaks open mic friday feb 6-04 @ cafe allegro in the u district 6-10 if you are not going to fasa formal or the blue scholars show. had a fun journey riding with monika home to fosholine. crazy people talking about having pornos in school for sex ed, an old man who was very observant of me and mon, a packed bus that's not usually packed during that time and for that bus and just some weird ass people. i missed the bus like kris kross a couple of times. stranded for a second. met up with grace my life saver had coffee, got a ride home and now im here typing to you about my day. yay. whew... that was an exhausting day. oh yea i saw a lot of people too.... like ate maya and cameron and yea.

OH YEA I CAN'T FORGET HAPPY BIRFDAY MOM. I LOVE YOU. AND HAPPY BIRFDAY KUYAJO I LUYA TOO MANG.

HAVE A DAY!!!!!!!!

my map.....

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 17:42:55 GMT

create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide

man i haven't been to a lot of places. i need to travel more.

hmm....................

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 17:27:06 GMT

another day in the SSCC library. i am here everyday, just to past the time away. spending all this time in front of the computer typing shit. it's coming up.

1st semis YOUTHSPEAKS 2nd Annual Youth Poetry Slam

General info:
When: Friday, January 16
Where: Langston Hughes Performing Arts Center
Time: sign ups 6:30 and show starts at 7
Fee: $3 general public and free to participants of the slam.

Poet info:
Age requirement: 13-19 years old
What to bring: Three pieces/poems under 3 minutes each.
What not to bring: Your EGO, props and other things

Top four goes onto LA to represent Seattle in the BNV National Youth Poetry Slam.

Please come and support your young poets and artists. HOLLA. PhoSHO

FAILED.................

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 19:37:23 GMT

YAY! SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!! but yea i went outside to try to make an igloo but i failed. blah. the snow is not stickin, so it hard to make my igloo. the snow is hella powdery. but i'mma take a break and try again later on. holla. HAPPY SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I found another of my long lost brothers..........

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 23:58:42 GMT

My long lost brother, DJ Rhettmatic. Can't you see the resemblance?

just got paid...... it's a friday night.......

Sat, 03 Jan 2004 10:56:27 GMT

same routine as this whole break has been going sleep in, watch sports or jerry springer, or go to work if i have too. but tonite was poker night at the dulays casino. the good ol' texas hold up. fun times. good job shawn. lucky ass. i shouldn't have been aggressive. but all well you win some you lose some. i guess i got a lil greedy because i was the chip leader for awhile. taking some risk. i'll get em next time. but yea.... this break has been good for me. xmas was koo, spent it with family and friends. feasted a lot. new years was koo. got blunted. that was good. saw some people i haven't seen for awhile and people i didn't like. so.... yea. itsallgood. but yea should get some rest. peas. and yea.............

MURRAY CRAYZMAS!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 12:03:59 GMT

just got home. from chillen with nuc, and grace and joe and angel. first had some pizza and beers with nuc and grace. then headed over angels house to chill some more. then me, joe and angel had a freestyle session. it was dope and funny. after that headed home and had another freestyle session with me and joe. it was a fun night. today is xmas and hopefully it will be a fun day today. i wanna do one of those dating shows. i think it would be fun. act a foo and what not. that would be hott. music is coming well. i'm gettin my groove back. made some pretty dope beats. kinda crazy but dope. i think imma start rhyming too. i just need to practice my punchlines so i can do the brainstorm battle. hahhah. that would be funny to see me up there. but yea............. have a murray xmas and we can both celebrate on the new year.

YAY......

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 18:23:17 GMT

day was pretty koo yesterday. called in sick to go to the open mic. i'm glad i called in sick. the show was dope. the crowd was dope. the def poet was dope. man.... it was wonderful. spicy chicken sammich is mmm.......mmmm.... good. wendys is good. i did one of my old piece and jazzed it up a bit. i think the people liked it. yea.... gotta perform today with linna for a cd release party for this cambodian canadian. yea... then after that probably hit up the clubs. hay. hahahah man... clubs get boring sometimes. its always the same thing and same people. oh well.... i'm gettin in for free so holla. peas.

Just got paid...... It's wednesday nite........

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 00:11:15 GMT

went to the local record store, respect, and got some records. here's what i got:

run dmc - walk this way
DJ Kool - lemme clear my throat
beyonce - krazy in luv
blackstreet - deep
BBD - do me
Busta - Woo Hah
Arawak all stars - apache
juelz santana - my love

grand total of spending = $37

thats pretty good for me i usually spend more on the new stuff and thats whack. but yea.... i like my findings. peas.

finals are over and now it partay time!

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 10:56:57 GMT

whew another quarter is thru but this one i gotta be on the ball with or else i lose everything. but yea today was my last final. and also today was the day of voltaire's finals of his college career. congrats bro. i wanna think about that too. walking down the king size ramp receiving my degree. but i need a break from school. school and work be draining me. i'm glad we have a small break. today i had a youthspeaks meeting, it was koo, always happy to see all their beautiful faces. after that went to taco guaymas had me a super quesadilla. after chilled at joes and then met up with volt, vu, lo, rjae, free, bobby, aubrey, and leslie at charlies. had some grub there too. made fun of bobby. after that went to vitos to see what krackin over there. cracked some funnies on folks and bounced. fun times.....

realization..........

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 06:42:25 GMT

man.... i'm just realizing that my teenage years are about to end and im about to enter a whole new level, a new time, a new life. but yea.... it's kinda crazy. my teenage years were full of great thing from relationships to youthspeaks. all these thing made a big impact in my life. school is koo. work is koo. life is koo. i think everything is gonna be alright. just waiting at the bus stop for the rest of my life to pick me up and take me for that ride. that free ride. life is wonderful, folks around me are wonderful. well peas, love and more love. oh yea try to make the 14th open and maybe we can chill on my bday.

craziness on TV......

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 23:43:45 GMT

WOW! 14 year old boy married to a 42 year old woman. that is some crazy shiet. only white people would do this kind of shiet. but yea.... i bought some records yay. trying to build my collections. dj'n is gettin better for me now. gettin some basic down now. so yea... maybe y'alls might see me in your club scene. haha. syke. i broke my slump for making beats too. i guess i also broke my slump of writing too. man.... its been all good. i'm gettin better messing around with my freestlyes too. hahah. i'm your whack mc at your local grocery store. yea....... ok i'm done peas.